to the undeniable him,

(: happy birthday to moii dearest one.

[aug17`o6]

thou i wun b der to celebrate with you,

i promise aft 16more mths,

every of ur birthday i`ll b der for you.

aft sho long, many ppl tot i`ve got over you,

every short period der`ll b ppl askin mi

"ehh? still waiting?"

hahs. of cuz i m.

you`re someone too dear to mi.

i cant afford to lose you nor hurt you in tish way.

if you`re hurt, it`ll hurt mi more.

the reason i choose to speak less of your tings

ish bcuz it`s a fact tat noone will understnd OUR pain.

or mayb bcuz i no longer hab someone close to mi.

well, thou you`ve appearred less in moii conversation in others,

tat doesnt decrease the pain in mi.

till now, it still hurts as much as the day you wen away.

the reason i refuse to sit dwn and cry out loud ish bcuz

i noe i`ll b a burden to you if i do tat.

tat`s y i try vehh hard to convince moiself tat

noone will b here to wipe moii tears for mi even if i cry.

sho i cant cry. (:

no matter wat happy birthday.

iLOVEyou and it`s a fact tat will nv b changed. (:

HAHAHS.

I FEEL SHO ENERGETIC AFT SLPIN FOR 13 HOURS +!

^^v

tish whole wk had been hell for mi.

mugg mug AND MUG!

scary.

and as a result of not habin enuff slp,

i had to wear specs to sch jux to cover the damn obvious dark circles.

*roll eyes*

didnt wana scare anyone esp. tish mth.

HAHS.

and noe wat?

it actually gone to the extent tat i nearly puke wen i see the chem paper ytd.

now i realised smth,

i tink over stressing one self or lackin of slp

might lead to puking.

hahs.

tat happened to esther and eugene on eng paper.

cool. and i nearly.

HAHS!

anyway TO MR LARRY LEOW:

"YOU WASTE MY TIME(studyin), YOU WASTE YOUR TIME(markin),

WAT ESLE DO YOU WAN?"

-rahhh!-

feel sho played by him.

suan le.

i can predict moii whole prelims will b screwed.

HAHS.

ohh well, expected lahs.

hahs.

ytd was the 2nd las paper.

-CHEEERRRRSSSS-

heh.

aft the papers aiai, xing and i chiong baq hoem slp.

HAHS!

but i`m the only one who slpt the longest.

aiai insommia.

HAHS!

xing only manage to slp awhile.

c( x

i rawks.

yupp. and ard late evening liddat we wen to meet melvan and daren for dinner.

HAHAHS.

we wen GEYLANG! ^^

oki. sound sho wrong.

lolls. no lahs.

we wen der purely for food.

no other intentions.

HAHS.

and i ATE ALOT K!

i lost weight for the pass four days and i got it baq at once ytd.

or mayb even more!

-SOBS-

we had TIAN JI ZHOU for the main course,

damn the two bangalahs who told mi it aint spicy.

IT WAS K! YOU BANGALAHS!

but cant deny it turned out to b nice lahs.

X=

FRIED OYSTER as side dish,

AND LASTLY DESSERT!

DURRRRRIIIIANNNS!

hahahs.

daren and xing din eat.

spoiler. X=

hahs.

but daren was kinda enthu in helpin melvan,esther and i to open the durians.

thnks dude!

((:

yupp. and guess wat?

i only had four of it and i ardy feelin sick le.

melvan tat fangalah had the most lahs.

wonder how he survived.

scary puke whole night.

HAHS!

and aft the durians, the smell of it haunted mi the whole of las night.

YUCKS lahs.

lolls.

luckily i din dream of durians las nite.

-PHEWS-