baobei, i`m really sorry.
sorry.
i really duno wats up with mi.
i actually forgotten tat today auntie wen to visit you.
i tot it was tmr.
shyt. sorry.
i`m really feelin bad abt it.
the tot of you not habin to hear wat i wana tell you
and the stop receiving of letter really hurts me.
i`m sorry.
i didnt meant to b tat way.
moii heart ish still with you.
i really hope you`ll still b able to feel it.

baobei, iLOVEyou. sorry. ):

i`m feelin really vehh terrible now.

how can i make such a mistake.

-heartaching-

bet noone will forgib the mistake tat i`ve made today.

even me, moiself also cant believe tat i actually made tat mistake.

it wasnt meant to b liddat.

hais.

shyt. wats up with me.

no words culd express the secret agony in my soul.

the feelin`s really terrible but yet,

it seems lyk ders noone i can confess to.

who wuld bother?

or rather who wuld even go the extra mile to try and understnd moii feelings and tots.

noone wuld.

i`m vehh sure.

suddenly feel sho alone.

no. i`m not cryin.

i cant.

not now.

cuz i noe ders no longer anyone der to wipe moii tears for me.

and i noe it`ll bcum a burden to ppl.

seriously all i wan isnt much.

jux someone der for me,

to listen and tryin to understnd moii feelings.

and someone whom i noe will always b der to see mi sulk wen i`m tired of smiling.

i used to hab such a person but somehow, it`s gone.

time can change anyting, even frenships.

guess tat`s wat i`m expriencing now.

nbm. as long as ppl see mi as how i m in the public.

tryin to tell moiself i`m oki. i`m alrite.

(:

no matter wat i MUZ b oki.

i cant b tat selfish to b not oki.

i`m sorry.