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muahahah.

finally get to slp more today.

hab been wakin ytd early for the pas few wks.

dun even hab enuff slp.

althou i slpt more den 10 hrs today,

somehow it doesnt seems enuff.

YAWNS*

anyway ytd i get to see moii prince agn!

MI LU BING!

muahahahs.

wen der to support `em for the yellow ribbon proj.

well, i hab another reason for goin der too.

hahahs. *zip*

yupp.

xing dong and i darn lucky lahs.

ta event not many MLB-ian turned up.

tink they`re busy Q`in for the aftnoon event at far east.

can you imagine we`re actually sitting dwn on chairs and it`s ta 2nd row?

actually xing dong and i hab ta friz row seats but biru ask us to sit with her sho ya.

it`s oki, hahahs.

as long as we get to see `em can le.

and it`s such a clear and nice view of `em lahs.

ta event started at ard 11++.

hmm, i cried at the part wher 3 ex offenders came out to sing a song abt ex offenders` life.

guess i`m too touched pa.

tears jux flowed dwn.

hahs.

well, AFT TAT WAS THE MILOS!

wheee`

friz time see `em live performing.

darn power i tell you.

hahahhs.

esp. NIC.

c( x

he looked at me while singin guo huo.

DAMN, i nearly turned chaota aft the entire whole song k.

he`s look jux melts me.

cant imagine why he did tat but ya, HE LOOKED AT ME FOR THE WHOLE SONG!

*blushes*

mayb he knows tat i`m his future wife pa.

muahahahs!

aft ytd i`m MORE DETERMINE TO MARRY HIM.

i`m serious k.

((:

but ytd WEIQI was habin pms.

face darn blaq.

thou he`s still as nice as eva.

he looked at me wen i called him and let mi took fotos.

*shy*

tink he still rmb who i m pa.

muahahahs!

i`m his YANG CHEN LING!

yea baby~~

muhahahas.

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happened smth which puts mi in a vehh diff position now.

didnt know tings can b sho complicated until las nite.

guess somehow i`m still quite "naive" pa.

well, althou now i noe wat consequences i`ll hab,

i still doesnt hab an ans in moii mind.

to some ppl, i might b flirting or mayb an uglier word, "cheating",

still i wana say i noe wat i`m doin.

definately not the two words.

i din noe tings wuld happen in ta friz place.

it all happened to b out of concern.

hahahs.

tish made mi feel tat mayb being too good isnt a good ting aftall.

actually wen tish ting happened, i`m happy.

but aft ytd, tots jumble up in moii mind.

tinkin of the position i`m in now,

i shld b selfish and not care bout anyting.

but yet, i cant.

oh well, guess i can only say i brought all tish moiself.

heckz pa.

tings are not happenin tat soon i guess.

zou yi bu suan yi bu lor.

no words could express the secret agony in my soul.